![]() ![]() ![]() When I don’t-when there is no action, I am swallowed up in fear and doubt. I made plans to go on with my solo piece, “Sex and Death Up Until Age 14.” I know I must keep working. This doubt does not have a crack to seep into when we all work together, but now Willy has made a crack in the boat. The Criterion Collection tweeted images of Willem DaFoe as iconic gay filmmaker Pier Paolo Pasolini from director Abel Ferrara’s upcoming bio-pic Pasolini. I am stuck in this constant doubt… always reflecting and always in doubt. Willem going away brings it all up again-not so much the glamour but a theater for the people-working on the BIG American myth-repulsed by my subjectivism. I want them to want me … fear of getting lost in some intellectual ART world-associations of Hollywood as being a working-class world-theater for the people-fears of isolating myself in this little gay, fancy SoHo world-looking at Willem as a FRESH meat-and-potatoes man. Gray died in New York of an apparent suicide in 2004.ĭifficult adjustment to Willem and the movies -some jealousy. ![]()
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